"#Aquarius give all they have and more to loved ones but usually receive nothing in return. Its painful but they do it because they want it"
According to @AboutAquarius, most Aquarians give all they have to their loved ones. I can't really say that I have given everything, but I'm often open to giving without due return from the recipient. Usually, I would think about why I should give but would immediately contradict myself and say, "Just give it." And then with a light heart would I give. I try my very best not to ask anything in return and just give without expecting. Then again, I would sometimes think to myself and ask why I have received so little from the people I have given so much to. It's just a question. No demands. Just asking.
22 January 2014
17 January 2014
Geeky Day
Shameless selfie.
Sorry not sorry.
I wanted to talk to this person but it turns out I can't. Or prolly just that I won't. Oh well papel.
03 November 2013
To Charlie
It's my second time finishing the book about Charlie.
I love reading books more than one time so that I could absorb as much information as I can because usually, on my second and third reading, that's when realization comes into mind and then I'd be able to see myself as the character or maybe someone related to him or her.
Early last night, while we were on our way home from Bicol, I read the last part of this novel turned movie. I was on the bus, looking at the bright lights and dark road through the foggy window. I can't say I felt infinite that time. The bus driver was scaring the bejeesus out of me. To be exact, I felt like my life was too finite. It was too exact. It was too short.
And then I remember all about being a wallflower. Someone people usually forgets to invite when your group of friends decide to go out for dinner or something. Someone people don't usually notice is in the room. Someone who is always listening because he knows that if he starts speaking, it's either a very corny joke or something people just aren't too interested to hear. I sometimes feel bad about it. I would often get into "tampo" mode because then I would know to myself how little my existence meant to those people. But then, I would say to myself that I'm lucky enough to be associated to such amazing people. I'm pretty sure they would see my blog post update over at Google +, but there's like a 99% chance they'd just read the title and then go on with their busy lives.
It is rather surprising to me how similar my life has been with Charlie. Albeit the fact that I'm the oldest among four children and doesn't smoke nor do drugs, some of our experiences, good and bad are the same.
To put things in simple words.
I also had an Aunt Helen.
Only, they're two Uncles.
I'm not gonna write more about that because I have forgiven them for what they've done years ago. Thankfully, it didn't affect me as much as it did Charlie. But it did make me stupid enough to experience what his sister went through with her first hippie boyfriend.
Never again.
I love reading books more than one time so that I could absorb as much information as I can because usually, on my second and third reading, that's when realization comes into mind and then I'd be able to see myself as the character or maybe someone related to him or her.
Early last night, while we were on our way home from Bicol, I read the last part of this novel turned movie. I was on the bus, looking at the bright lights and dark road through the foggy window. I can't say I felt infinite that time. The bus driver was scaring the bejeesus out of me. To be exact, I felt like my life was too finite. It was too exact. It was too short.
And then I remember all about being a wallflower. Someone people usually forgets to invite when your group of friends decide to go out for dinner or something. Someone people don't usually notice is in the room. Someone who is always listening because he knows that if he starts speaking, it's either a very corny joke or something people just aren't too interested to hear. I sometimes feel bad about it. I would often get into "tampo" mode because then I would know to myself how little my existence meant to those people. But then, I would say to myself that I'm lucky enough to be associated to such amazing people. I'm pretty sure they would see my blog post update over at Google +, but there's like a 99% chance they'd just read the title and then go on with their busy lives.
It is rather surprising to me how similar my life has been with Charlie. Albeit the fact that I'm the oldest among four children and doesn't smoke nor do drugs, some of our experiences, good and bad are the same.
To put things in simple words.
I also had an Aunt Helen.
Only, they're two Uncles.
I'm not gonna write more about that because I have forgiven them for what they've done years ago. Thankfully, it didn't affect me as much as it did Charlie. But it did make me stupid enough to experience what his sister went through with her first hippie boyfriend.
Never again.
25 October 2013
Post Postponed
I just got home from MOA Arena and I only have time to transfer my pics and vids.
Here's some Heechul. I missed him lotsss~ ♥
Here's some Heechul. I missed him lotsss~ ♥
24 October 2013
This ELF
Who's ready for some Super Show?
I am! I DEFINITELY AM!!!
My Heenim be coming and tomorrow's just. UNF.
I'm sorry I can't watch my dear Ke$ha. But my SJ and ELF comes before you :)))
This will be my 3rd Super Show :D
Updates either late tomorrow or on Friday~ nightie!
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